You cannot start

You cannot end. Should have
over had I should have
left the skin in the dresser
look -- a giant -- Giseppo's kundalini
a word Mailer taught me -- open,
open word of dogs, open for me
mouth of mouths. This heaven
we haven't seen is all around us
it couldn't be but it is
green wonderland like Ryerson
stepping into a puddle. Was that a dream?
Slow motion (Groundhog's Day) the
clock falls -- meaning the numbers --
Chagrin's halls -- East Side Cleveland --
dresser phobia. --the numbers fall, it's
the next day, put your little hand in mine...
outside, it's 9 degrees and steady. Stop.